#Discouraged

That about sums up how I'm feeling about a lot of things in regards to my writing right now. Finding an editor, figuring out how to proceed in my Entwined Fates series, continuing my sequel to Shattered Lives.... I just don't know how to proceed with anything right now and it's absolutely depressing. That seems like an exaggeration I'm sure, but I have a goal to get this series half way done by August and here I am debating if I should even write it at all. See? Depressing. I've devoted years of my life to this book, rewriting it over and over, and right when I think I'm finally in a grove...BAM! It's no longer working out, my goal and my vision fade in tandem, and then I'm once again left with nothing wondering if there's any possible way to salvage it.

Perhaps I am taking on too much with this series. Perhaps it merely needs to be written as an entire book first, then broken up into different books? (To keep it as one book would tun it into over a 1,000 pages, and obviously that can't be an option!)

Well, that's my pity rant for the day. I think I'll start trying to write the single book and work my way forward from there.

Yikes! It's Been Awhile....

Well, yes, the title of this post has been rather aptly named. How is it I managed to get so utterly distracted by life I quite literally completely forgot about this blog? The blog that's been my heart and soul for the last four years? Oh if only I had a good explanation. But I'm afraid it's as dull as "I've had trouble focusing and haven't been able to write until today". And then when I was browsing ideas, came across my own blog.... I repeat: Yikes.

To make matters worse I'm afraid I can't stay and write like I so utterly want now that I'm finally able to write again. Because I have a 130-question real estate licencing exam I'm supposed to be studying for...and haven't been....

So I'm going to attempt to get on that and focus, because focusing has been my ultimate enemy this last month. So on that note, wish me luck!